Sun rise Sun set~ here is another one day~ Even i always says that i'm bored~ but when the Sun go down i feel like not willing to go for tomorrow but wanna stay just for today~ Sometimes thinking.. Hemmm~~ isn't we can transfer back ourselves to old time~ those happy moment~ LOL~ *i watched drama too much* -but still wondering isn't can or not actually-
Haiixxx~ since i really want to give up of my study~ I'm trying to earn money while i have time cause for this coming new sem i will be that fucking free to earn more extra money before i really step into working life =( Owhhh~~ FML! when working life i really want to move out from my own house~ not because i don't like stay with parents~ but what i need is relax and freedom~ i'm a smoker and parents don't even know~ imagine how i going release my stress of work by smoking if i stay with them~ this is FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE~ and i need entertainment~ such as having some beers with friends after work or when offday~ imagine if i stay with them i totally can't out for long hours~ such a jail for me~
T_T Gosh! Sudden i miss my mom that much~ Used to stay with her when Sem Break~ and now i alone at Kampar studying without any classmates that i can talk with~ gossiping?? Hemmmm~~ not my channel~ I think i'm and the topic for them to gossip?! LMAO~ Well~ if YES, hmmmm~ better i try to be deaf .. dumb and blind~ Human is like that~ the more i care the more they can say~ So better i pretending i know nothing and trying to be not mad~~~ Although is hard to be pretending~ but what else can i do? Haiya~ Carmen Lee~ just stand for another half year and everything will be smooth as u wish fine as u want~ (teehee <3 i always telling myself this when something happened) THAT'S MY LIFE~ =)
