I was still feel so sad and disappointed for what u had did for me~~ i really can't accept it~ u not even felt sorry for what u did~ i really damn angry of u~~ u had dump me and asking me to wait u back to me for unlimited time~~ the reason is u felt too pressure of ur study~ i had ask u many time isn't u had love someone else~ u strongly told me that u no~ and said me had think too much of this~ all the way my 6th sense told me that the reason that u gave me to break up is not the truth~ i keep on thinking ~ finally i feel that i want to check all of u~ sorry to say that i found out in ur bro profile that he was calling a girl sister in law~ and the girl is a girl that i mention before that between u and her is like couple more than us when i see ur profile~~ and again u keep on say me think too much~~ i saw the date in ur bro profile ~ it was 12nd of August~ at November u told me that u wanna break up with me with the idiot reason~ that means i had treat me as idiot for almost 3month~Before i really think that i wanna end up my life so that i will not keep on thinking of u~ it so suffer for me! I saw the knife scars that i hurt myself before because of u~ i keep on think what i had do for me when we are still couple~ i did not feel regret~ but i keep on ask myself why~ why~ why~!! why i had done many thing for u and at the end u treat me like this?! i do all that because i hope i can let u feel that i really love u~ is more and more than myself~ i hope u will love me too~but actually is not~
Just now after i came back to hostel~i see my FB Home~ i saw a video is about Alviss Kong~~ he was die yesterday(if not mistaken) he die because of a girl his gf they had be couple for 4month~ i click to that video~ the video is from a DJ~ he said alots of thing about Alviss~~ but i feel that this video seems like give me advice to forget my Ex~ after i listen to this video i feel that is really not worth to die for a person that not love me anymore~ i feel my heart question mark for what u did to me is going to lower down~ i feel that is not worth that i crying and keep on sad coz of u~ but i will keep on pray for u~ i hope u will love ur gf well~ don't playing love to a girl that really love u anymore~ and i really hope that we are still will stay as friend~ so when u have problems u may find me and have a chat~
